Tuesday, October 9, 2018

Long distance running

Sejak 2 setenggah tahun kebelakangan ni aku dah banyak kurangkan aktiviti fizikal.. Termasuk la lari long distance, keadaan kaki aku semakin merosot.. No idea what happen, aku masih tiada kekuatan nak further checking..but seriously aku dah tak boleh jalan kaki lama2, berdiri lama.. Urat2 biru dah mjalar hampir disemua area kaki.

Hmm.. Mungkin ni antara limitation yang aku patut terima, aku harap aku sempat tukar kerja yg sesuai dgn physical ku yg semakin degrade.. Family? Aku tak terfikir untuk ada own family sebab aku tak percaya mana2 lelaki.. Parent? Abah aku dah lama pergi, mak & suami dia..serta yg lain, aku rasa tak perlu aku susahkan hidup aku dgn mereka.. Cukup la aku korban kn masa selama 18 tahun dgn masalah rumah tangga mereka yg tidak pernah selsesai..

Saturday, September 1, 2018

Poem.

Berjalan, berlari,
Tertatih, berdiri,
Setapak, maju ke hadapan,
Kau tersungkur, melutut ke lantai..

Berdiri lagi, dan tertatih kembali..
Jatuh, muka tersembam ke bumi..

Tuesday, August 7, 2018

Hantar dan ditendang lagi

Aku buka blog ni pada 2010..now dah 8 tahun, pejam celik pejam celik kejap je..

Daripada perkongsian tutorial adobe photoshop sehingga cacatan perjalanan.. Daripada rajin update blog sehingga muncul tenggelam.

Alhamdulillah,  pengajian master aku hampir habis, walaupun aku sendiri rasa sangsi dengan diri aku sendiri.. Aku masih dalam fasa corrections chapter 4 & 2. Hantar dan ditendang kembali.. Correction demi corrections diperlukan bagi menghasilkan penulisan thesis yang berkualiti.. Tapi aku selalunya kalah dengan kecemburuan masa..

Aku sebagai chemist kilang ceramic .. Aka supporter team untuk department r&d selalu tewas dengan kekurangan diri aku sendiri.. Entah kadang2 aku rasa tak mampu nak menulis bait2 perkataan secara teratur ketika badan dan mentalku fully exhausted. 

Hmm..

Monday, July 16, 2018

Aku

Kata ganti nama aku kurang digemari bagi sesetengah manusia..

Tapi aku menyukainya..
Aku, ada merujuk kepada sifat keakuan atau egoistic.

Tapi aku tetap mengunakannya,
Mungkinkah selepas 10 tahun, sewaktu usia menjangkau usia yg lebih matang aku masih mengunakan perkataan ini..

Atau aku berubah mengunakan perkataan yg lebih sopan lontarannya..

Hmm..

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

Long period of time

Hi everyone, i think it's too long without news, entry, posting art, criticism, comment, digital art, painting..colour and all those thing. It seem to weird for me posting a text message without picture or any related topic with art-ideas, but today..maybe i can called such a refreshing entry, just says hi to silence follower, hey dude how's your life??..

Digging a story for a past 2 years, i quite active with posting an ideas..after that i start slowing my motion, delaying sharing a photos..estimated 1 photo per years, WOAHH it a bad reputation for my page, some people thinks..maybe i stuck from creating a new ideas, not creative at all...maybe, just abandon pages.

Hey, admin where's you go?? to be honest, i still care about my blogs..after lifting my previous job, i working with strict shift schedule from 7 to 7, day to night, night to day shift.. i admit my creativity also vibe decrease slowly, my painting still not finish even 1 year already past, well it will be a longest period for finishing my latest artwork.

So, keep calm..a lot of things happen lately, i pretty sure this is not one year entry..but it just a beginning for a new things.



Thursday, April 4, 2013

Boat


Salam and hi everyone, seem like no new entry since last year right?? or should i call it "death blog".. ohh i think it too much. okay just assuming it freeze for temporary due to i'm freezing to thinks about it. Let's proceed to new artwork. This idea just appears because i'm too fascinating about the boat, it expressing our life to live on.. and additional my late father also fisherman for one upon the time, so it no wonder la kan.. if i love boat or sea  VERY MUCH!
the boat

As always, bit information about it
tools: pencil
artwork size: A4 size

(sorry for bad quality picture, i just taking from my hand phone instead of scan with Mr. Printer)


Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Eid Mubarak card

Hi everyone and salam hari raya aidilfitri for all Muslim around the world. Today just like previous entry and issues, just want to shared to all reader about quite simple design for card, here final design:


Software: Adobe Photoshop CS3
Dimension: 800 x 600 pixels
Ideas: Exercise book during primary school
Technique: Blur & overlapping  

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Kontang


Hi, today i'm not going to shared about software editing or tutorial PSD
but... likely more to painting
title: kontang
colour: watercolour
size: regular size for primary or secondary school drawing block (hihhi)
techniques: dry to wet
p/s: preview is just maybe half or quarter picture from original artwork 

Why i call is as kontang:
no idea what i going to do, just drawing without ideas..
otak tengah berserabut, bercelaru...ambil berus and watercolour terus paint tanpa plan nak buat ape :(

so as result...painting ni akan kelihatan agak bercelaru and serabut

Monday, July 23, 2012

Simple photo editing

Hi everyone. just like to share simple photo editing with adobe PSD



1st picture : original picture

2nd picture: after editing picture quality
- adjust:
the basic adjustment tools with adobe PSD:
a) curve
b) light and shadow
c) hue and saturation (tint)

then playing with layer function: for example.. i put black colour for extra shadow, after that changed layer properties to overlay and white colour for soft light. Don't forget to adjust opacity ok.
(Maybe...additional filter effect will make your picture more wonderful)

Then i try with black and white filter with 3rd picture.. but lowering black and white opacity layer





Wednesday, July 4, 2012

short lesson with adobe PSD

hi..good days everyone..today i think, i would to shared about my short lesson about my fav. software, i think it more suitable for beginner applicator. but sorry..it still the preview picture with the simple tools application in adobe PSD, hope u like it :)
 so..how it this, for expert or person familiar with this effect will say.."it just lame, or ordinary"

just ignoring ok, now just explaining little bit about the tools i'm used for this artwork

first effect, from what u observed of course it must included faded and blur effect right.
then for blur and face effect : maybe we can get three or more tools,that can give blur to your picture..
1) blur tools
2) blur from filter
3) eraser tool
4) opacity adjustment
5) layer mask 
6) gradient tool

then proceed with 2nd artwork, still used the same picture..but additional in tools

after explained details as i can about function and effect for each tools in adobe PSD..insyaAllah, this what friend done..it's good progress right.

we can see an additional effect on this picture, for example:
1) clone effect, came from clone tools
2) lighting effect from jitter
3) blaster effect
4) liquidfy

 as always spec for this artwork:
Dimension: 800x600 pixels
Software: adobe PSD CS3
Resolution: 72 dpi
Time duration: 10 minutes




Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Retro text


Simple description :
Software: Adobe Photoshop
Dimension: 800x600 pixels
Level: Intermediate
Duration: 1 and half hours
Techniques: Retro colour, paper,shadow and overlay effect

p/s: tutorial temporally not available, currently busy with watercolour :)

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Metal glittery effect (tutorial)

This idea were came to my mind at last year, since working at cylin cosmetic, a great company that provided me with great opportunity to expanded both side of me, chemistry and graphic.
It seem to be hard for me complete this tutorial, but don’t worry I will try my best to explains with detail as I can. Anddd..this tutorial were typing in Malay language because…I don’t have any strong reasons for that. So, every single words will be in ‘bahasa melayu’. Walaupun aku pun terfikir bagaimana nak explains well.
For those yang aku tujukan tutorial ini, sorry for being late.
Final result,korang akan dapat macam ni:
1) Maybe korang boleh try suggestion dimension untuk artwork ni,dimension yang aku guna 800x600pixels and resolutions 72 dpi.
2) First part korang kena settle ialah part belakang sekali (Wall)
3) Wall: create new layer, fill dengan grey colour (#515251), pada layer yang sama...create clipping mask, clipping mask ni untuk buat effect fading pada korang punya wall.
a. So, korang kena la click at gradient tool, select linear action..and buat garisan like thiiis:
b. After dah settle, create new layer lagi..but this time, korang gently fill that layer with white colour,then right or double click to get bleeding option. Kat situ la korang fill effect yang korang nak.
c. Pada layer yang sama, korang tukar layer mode…select lighten, dengan opacity 44% and fill 71%, padam area mana yang korang tak berkenan.
So, siap part wall, next step korang kena siapkan part rectangular part…
a. Use rectangular tool, buat perfect box in the middle, fill selected part tu dengan grey colour.
Plain kan (`O-o’), before proceed with next step, korang kena cut penjuru box ni, seperti ini.
Gunakan pen tool, buat triangle..then active selected part dengan hits at your laptop or pc Ctrl+Enter,then cut..
After that, korang rotate box tu about -2.7angle, Dah settle?? Ke blurr sikit, its ok..kite proceed dengan step seterusnya..kira hasilnya macam ni la.
optional, kalau korang duplicate layer ni,then tambah dengan glow effect, reduce opacity and fill percentage, result korang it will be like this:
Then..
camana nak tambah holes at the middle..simple je,korang kena banyak mengunakan fungsi blending option(right click, then choose blending option, tak pun double click pada layer tu
ok, step by step ea..
a) create new layer, using multiple size and style brush..splat the white colour kat mana2 yang korang suka..aku suggested kat middle is better, tapi jangan pula terlampau excited sampai terlebih..ok :)
result,after korang tambah blending mode>inner shadow
korang maybe boleh jadikan middle box macam ni:
*erase certain part yang korang rasa macam tak sesuai*
untuk hasil yang lebih menarik,aku tambahkan mode putih pada area artwork
OK..final part:Text
Try biasakan diri korang, kalau nak tambah apa-apa idea dengan new layer, supaya senang nak edit ea..
untuk text ni, create new layer, select favorite your text style..and type your text..
After that, setting pada blending mode:
untuk glittery effect, korang guna brush ni:
and splat over the letters..finally korang akan dapat seperti ini:
(picture ni tak berapa sama dengan final picture,sebab aku dah hidden kan concrete wall, and aku just boleh explain ni je kot..aku tak nak memberi idea, tapi aku nak korang faham mengunakan tools yang ada dalam adobe photoshop ni.
Sebelum aku terlupa untuk effect pada decorative tu aku guna setting seperti ini:
ok..dah siap.. :)
Selamat mencuba!!
settle gak tutorial ni.fuhhh!!

Monday, November 28, 2011

metal glittery effect



Title: metal with glittery effect
Dimension: 800 x 600 pixels
Software: Adobe Photoshop CS3
Techniques: Shadow, light and glittery effect
Ideas: As example for my co-worker.

Comment:
technique is seem to be easy, but crazy and dizzy when sharing


Friday, October 21, 2011

Banting artwork


Advertisement perfume series for company product with 5 different series of perfume with individual scent. Actually, i like this artwork, technique is quite easy. Combination with aurora mode with fading technique. A little bit information about this artwork:

Software: Adobe Photoshop CS2
Size: originally (108x72 inch)
technique: Aurora and fading
time duration:
don't worry less than 2 hours, if you don't have any problem with your computer.
comment:
interested for this product, just get further information from address stated to this artwork.


Saturday, October 15, 2011

Burning flame text effect

After a few month without any new preview artwork, now i just try with something new/ innovative idea. Due to a lot of task need to more attention for it, i will provide the tutorial later.
a little bit information about this artwork:

as always:
size: 600 x 800 pixels
software used: adobe photoshop CS2
duration time: don't worry, it less than 1 hour, but it depending...
ideas: burning flame
techniques: text option, layer properties, variety of tools, dark, light
suggestion: adjust curve, hue /saturation, exposure and contrast to get better resolution (just suggestion, but depending to your self)
comment: i start crazy again with text effect..huhh!
rating: ask everyone

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Water bubble text effect


Tittle: water bubble
Category: text effect
software: adobe photoshop cs3
size: 600x800 pixels

ideas: water
reason for creating: killing time ( lame reasons)
tutorial: click here

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

sjepun:text effect


size: 200x400 pixels

software:
adobe photoshop cs3

reason for creating: killing time la

tutorial: click here to view tutorial

note:
tutorial utk text effect je

ideas: crack

Monday, April 18, 2011

grass text effect wallpaper


title: grass text effect
software: adobe photoshop

dimension:
800x645 pixel (preview)
1000x800 pixel (original)

technique: grass effect
idea: grass effect
reason for produce artwork:
wallpaper
comment:
:)

comment from reader:
......



Thursday, April 14, 2011

GILA dengan COKLAT


title: Crazy with chocolate
software: adobe photoshop cs3 (cm biase)
dimension: 600x450 pixels
type: digital art

size:
psd size: more than 2MB
jpeg size: reduced to 538kB

technique:
words: splash, melt and hungry? (maybe)

ideas: addicted with chocolate
tutorial: N/A

dedicated :
all chocolate lovers
comment: delicious or scary?

text effect1

title: memory of the forest
software: adobe photoshop cs3
type: desktop wallpaper

dimension:
600x800 pixels
size:
....

technique:
(just using simple tools from adobe photoshop)
idea:
kitaro (memory of the forest) and grass

tutorial:
not provided (malas la nak writing tutorial (--")

comment: tired
comment form other:
??